No, really, I wish there was an easier way. I wish there was a way I could explain to you what I think & feel that didn’t inevitably wind up with one or both of us grumpy or confused.
I know you don’t always know that state winds up being achieved, but then again, I’m incredibly good at masking my feelings (quiet all you who think I wear my heart on my sleeve – trust me, y’all don’t see everything). Plus I’m not always positive you’d appreciate hearing me say again that I feel like you don’t understand what I’m saying.
Especially when we do it in writing. Hell, part of this blog exercise is to teach me to be able to put words on “paper” that allows me to organize them enough that I have a chance of being understood.
[reads the above]
Okay – so that won’t be today.
Don’t get me wrong. I still think you’re awesome. I wouldn’t have invested the time I have in you if I didn’t. I just wish there was an easier way to let what’s in my head out without all the rest of the nonsense getting in the way.